The Lost Gift

 The Lost Gift

I am living

But you aren’t here

Before a time you used to sit and smoke

After a time you just used to sit

Now I can’t find you anywhere

Where are you?

I am living in a zone time

As if I can go back in time and see you

If u existed in the past,  then where are you?

U said you loved me and left

Wasn’t I precious to you?

Was I just a lie?

Why did you leave me alone?

But I am your gift, you preferred all those bad people over a gift

You didn’t find me precious

You thought I will stay with you forever

You left me alone in the dark

You didn’t treat me well, so I left

All of my friends left me cause of you

They thought that I will stay

You were the reason behind it

They thought that a gift from god is staying

But I, the gift left

Why people don’t understand that everything will die?

Is it that hard to know that nothing will stay?

Is it worth it to leave me alone?

I stood by you all the time

I never left you

But you did, you blamed me for everything

Don’t people understand that God gives them change to change?

They don’t know because they are afraid to change

Cowards, what can I say?

Everyone left me alone, so did I left them

I trusted myself to lead my own way

I didn’t ask from anyone to help

But I am always ready to help

Because I am a gift

They don’t know that I will be gone soon

Once they don’t ask for it

Nothing will change, and you will stay just the same 

And when u call for it, the gift will be gone and lost forever.

To my father, and to all my old friends(no longer with). 

People make mistakes

People are not perfect, no matter how they show it. They are not strong, no matter how they show it.

People make mistakes, people are humans. They cry, laugh, kill, hurt, cheat and a lot of actions. Some people know how to forgive and some don't. But we are all humans, in Gods eyes we are sinners. In my eyes, people are sinners.

 This world is cruel, they judge your clothes, your laugh, your make-up, your walk, your religion, your standard.We became just a measurement tool, the whole world is a standard. We do our best to pretend, we do our best to fake ourselves. People know how to be amazing actors, they know how to fake their life, they know how to judge everyone, they know how to pretend that they are cool and good. But in reality, they are nothing like that. One question why? for what? 

I believe that people being themselves is the best choice they can ever make. You can be unique and different as you want, people's perspectives of you, don't matter. Its what you think of yourself, if you want to be like that, then be it and never be afraid of how you are different from other people.

And people make mistakes.